When Self-Criticism Feels Like Motivation

By Lynn Cukaj, ATR-BC, MHC-LP www.CreativeExpressionsConsulting.com

Art Therapy for Children, Teenagers and Adults

Many of us have a voice inside that points out what we’re doing “wrong,” or reminds us we could be doing better. It can sound like:

If I don’t push myself, I’ll fall behind.

I need to be tougher on myself to get it right.

At first, that voice can feel motivating. It can drive us to meet deadlines, stay organized, or tackle tough tasks. In the short term, it can get results. But over time, it rarely fuels real growth. Instead, it quietly saps energy, narrows our thinking, and leaves us feeling drained, anxious, or “never enough.”

So how do we tell the difference between a helpful push and a voice that’s holding us back? And how do we begin to respond differently, without feeling guilty or lazy?

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Why Self-Criticism Can Feel Like It Works

Self-criticism often starts as a coping mechanism. In early in life, it can help us avoid mistakes, disappointment, or rejection. If mistakes are caught quickly, it feels like control. Safety. Competence. But when the feeling of control slips, the self-critical voice can grow louder, turning small mistakes into something bigger than it needs to be.

One simple exercise I often suggest is the circle of control.

Draw a circle, and list inside what you can control and outside what you cannot. It’s a gentle way to see what really matters in daily life, and to notice when your self-critical voice is taking over in areas you can’t change, (which helps to clarify boundaries).

Many people are surprised to discover that it’s not the “big” life events causing the most distress, but the accumulation of everyday pressures and unmet needs.

During this activity, questions may surface like:

Why am I not happy?

Why do I feel angry when nothing is technically “wrong”?

The Hidden Cost of the Inner Critic

That self-critical voice might get you moving, but it comes with hidden costs:

• Energy drains faster than it feels like it should

• Fear of making mistakes increases

• Curiosity, creativity, and risk-taking shrink

• Motivation fades into a constant pressure

• Engagement with meaningful activities slowly fades, sometimes leading to stagnation

This is especially true when we’re trying to create, learn, or explore. Growth and creativity need psychological safety. When your own thoughts feel like judgment, it’s hard to take risks or try new things. What once felt like motivation can become paralyzing.

Constructive vs. Destructive Self-Criticism

Not all self-evaluation is harmful. It’s helpful to separate:

Destructive self-criticism – global, shaming, and vague. “I’m lazy. I’m incompetent. I always fail.”

Constructive self-evaluation – specific, actionable, and balanced. “This part of my project could be clearer; I can revise it.”

The difference isn’t whether you notice mistakes; it’s whether your thoughts are tempered with kindness. Without that, even practical feedback can feel punishing.

What Helps Instead: Self-Compassion

Research shows that responding to yourself with kindness and curiosity motivates more sustainably than criticism ever could.

Self-compassion doesn’t mean lowering standards or ignoring responsibilities. It means:

• Pausing before judgment

• Acknowledging feelings without shame

• Seeing mistakes as part of learning

When we treat ourselves this way, motivation comes from curiosity, engagement, and a desire to grow, (not fear).

A Different Way Forward

Many of us have been taught to “push harder” or “fix ourselves.” What we often discover is that real growth begins when pressure eases.

Therapy, or even personal reflection, can help explore where self-criticism came from, what it’s been protecting against, and how to build a supportive internal voice. This creates a space where learning, creativity, and change can happen without constant self-attack.

Self-criticism isn’t failure. It’s common, powerful, and transformable. Growth doesn’t come from being harder on yourself; it comes from feeling safe enough to change.

Gentle Reflections

As you sit with this, you might consider:

• When you notice your self-critical voice, what is it usually responding to?

• Are there moments when this voice motivates you briefly but leaves you drained afterward?

• How might responding with curiosity or kindness change your experience?

• What small, everyday action could help you practice a more supportive inner voice today?

There’s no need to answer these all at once. Simply noticing how they land can be enough to begin shifting the relationship you have with yourself.

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Learn more about Art Therapy and Lynn Cukaj, Board Certified Art Therapist here: www.CreativeExpressionsConsulting.com